Wednesday, 30 January 2013

Vexing Complexes


What’s my achievement?
When I sit and compare
Naught with others...
But against my own...
I was better then, I feel
More bright, more alight
Swift my thoughts,
Like second to none...
I dreamt and soared
Each achieving, a milestone...
How then,
It turned to a millstone,
I nought know...
Each day,
A grinding pivot
A ceaseless shackle
My success
My failure,
All seeming alike
My struggles browbeaten
Like tilting at windmills
Over and over again...

Monday, 28 January 2013

Of Jesters and Djokers: The Novak Djokovic Effect



It all started with a name
Them, who called him the Choker;
For choke he did...
Against peers and rivals
Against nemeses and challengers
Breathless and lopsided,
Brash yet endearingly quirky,
Intense yet blowing-cold,
Making turncoats of hard-won loyalists...
Yet some, just shrugged him off
Still some, just wrote him off
Ne’er-do-well, as the rest tagged him
Till he plugged the heedless platitudes...
And showed them all
His might and valour,
His mark and candour...
It then finally came to his name
Only now, there was no Choker
Just a lethally honed Nole Djoker...

Wednesday, 9 January 2013

Travelling Blues: Part Two - Of Tickets and Tatkals


If travelling from point A to point B – long distance – was a pain, then travelling back from point B to point A was an even bigger one. Starting with the logistics of reserving the tickets for the trip back home, till the time one got into the train only to realise that it was your worst nightmare come true; being homewards bound was no cause of joy, while en-route. 

There are certain things that the Indian governmental service is good for and there are certain services for which it is incomparable – for those like Dr. Sheldon Cooper, I am holding a sarcasm sign for this one. The railway ticket booking scheme is a long-winding process that calls for pre-planning one’s trip, months before in advance. And for those unable to pre-reserve their tickets, the railway transportation department runs what it refers to as a Tatkal service – Hindi for an impromptu, immediate service offering – which incidentally causes a few more headaches, than it alleviates. 

Not that the Tatkal service is bad. On the contrary, it’s one of the handiest instruments that the government has provided for the potential traveller’s benefit. But the problem is that of the dispensation of seats through the Tatkal mode. In a country where billions live and a possible potential thousands travel every day, a handful of seats allotted for the Tatkal service makes it difficult for people to book their tickets in case of emergencies. On top of this, since potential passengers can avail of tickets either by visiting the railway department’s website – for which one has to be a mastermind – or by physically staking claim on the queue, it becomes a matter of seconds before the tickets vanish out of hands’ reach. And even if one’s number happens to feature in the ‘waiting list’ quota, one cannot guarantee that the ticket will be confirmed till the 11th hour which further compounds individuals’ problems. 

Thankfully, in my case, even though I managed to get a confirmed ticket back to my city of origin – feels sophisticated to use the term – the emotional hazard of travelling in Second Class Sleeper was too much too bear. First there was the fact that the railway canteen employees were ripping money off from passengers, as smoothly and professionally possible. Honest to God, transcribing a mental accounting of the money I spent on my trip, I realised that three-quarters of my money were spent on conveyance rather on my own self. And if the railway canteen fellows weren’t enough, the way the train kept slowing down was further annoying. Forget the stations where it had to halt, it kept stopping at really deserted locations, as abruptly as it could. Even the logical thought that there were no murderous dacoits way down in the South, could remove the sudden instilled fear that nothing was wrong and the train was keeping to time, as it needed to be. Every stop that it took unnecessarily – at least to me, it was – was agony. Not because I had pressing matters to attend once I came back home, but because it meant spending more time amidst people with whom I had nothing common. Where in the past long-distance train journeys promised excitement and thrill, the whole endeavour now seemed pointless and a huge waste of productive time. 

In India, where majority of the people use trains for long-distance commute, it’s a pity to watch the struggle one has to endure to travel by trains. It’s in fact an irony that trains being a mainstay in many parts of the country, the services offered aren’t more passenger-friendly with either more trains to ease discomfort or more berths and coaches to allow for more people to travel at their time of choice – without any compromises, whatsoever. 

Continued from...Part Uno

Thursday, 3 January 2013

Travelling Blues: Part One- Of Chatters and Squatters


Travelling long-distance alone for the first time, aboard India’s prestigious railway trains promised a lot of excitement. Meeting people, interacting with them, observing the not-so-spoken words and nuances; it was about learning to manage oneself safely and assuredly. It’s in this latter line of thought that the most important perspective emerges. Especially, after the whole chain of events following a certain shameful accident in the country’s capital. 

Parents, sure till now about their progeny’s capabilities to deal with newer circumstances and situations suddenly starting to spout litanies about how unsafe it is to travel alone. And if the progeny starts to offer suggestions that they are welcome to take the trip along – the litanies continue with even more fervour. This time the addresses are on how precious time is and how to waste it would be an insult to everyone and everything. The progeny mentally rolls his eyes – in this case, her eyes – and comments under his (her) breath, ‘Bah! Humbug!’ But the inner mind however tells a different story. 

A mix of trepidation and fear follows the individual even as he – she – tries to put on a brave face. Worry guts the soul even as the train picks up its speed; first about the person sitting next to her, someone who’s chatting up to her as if they were not strangers but close acquaintances picking up threads of a past encounter. The individual doesn’t know what to answer or how to answer or whether even he’s supposed to answer. Simply because, his mind chooses to remind him then that his parents had cautioned him to speak to strangers. Round One to parents, Bazinga!

Round Two starts when the train slowly arrives at its destination. The stranger’s – seat-mate, for further acknowledgement – conversation’s starts to pick up speed even as the train begins to lose its tempo. The individual, cramped and tired – the latter because of Indian Railways’ ever-occurring fiasco of misappropriation of seats, stays huddled with a book for company in the hope that the train will reach its final halt before time only to make him stop. In the meanwhile, there’s yet another individual who’s managed to take these two guys’ seat for his own. His situation – thanks to the authorities’ misappropriation – is pathetic, even more so because our lead character’s tiredness is partly thanks to this man’s lack of desire to henpeck the bogie attendant for a seat for him alone in the crowded bogie and possibly even further into the other bogies as well. 

So there we go. The train lands on time – thank God for small mercies – and everyone rushes out. Our lead individual has managed to evade these two characters; he’s got his own issues to sort out. One major sporting tournament – that’s a huge hyperbolic exaggeration –and our lead character has to make adjustments that will suit him to the hilt. One was the travelling; the other waits for him for from tomorrow. Maybe that’ll be as eventfully uneventful as this one or if things work for the better; quite probably, turn out into an overstatement.

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