Beholding and Visualising...

Eyes - a reverberation to the world;

Evincing emotions and persuasions,

Some beguiling, some guileless...

Some blank as a slate, making the noun - a paradox...

Coquettish and coy, intriguing and intrepid;

Dark and light, Blue and hazel;

Different shades, diffusing diverse panorama across...
Descriptions various, elaboration assorted;
In the world's eyes; eyes, never what they are meant to be...

A Contemplation

Concentration eludes me, Irritation gripes me;

Shackling my inner self,

Restraining my instincts...

I seek to digress, endeavour to divert;

Hope for attention to hold, for botheration to dissipate;

But to no avail...it reappears - an egress; baffling and flummoxing me...

Avoiding and skirting, never an alternative, even if available...

Confrontation and face-off, breaking my veneer time and time over...

I desire for a change, I plead for a shift;

Beg for the yins and rave at the yangs...

And then amidst the melee, I sense strangeness enveloping;

I question my actions, excogitate over my deeds...

Am I a coward or am I intrepid?

Or am I just being what nature intended me to be...a fallible human?

Bereavement

The days hovering over,

Time, abruptly flying by;

Motions and oscillations seeming incongruous,

Normalcy appearing a duty unescapable,

Crowd milling around like a bizarre occurence,

Seeping in and out, brushing past an automation;

My speech and hearing, though dampened and hushed;

Evey deed, a banality; every action like I were a marionette...

In my mind, just one chant, just one intonation...

No blocking, no averting it; only bare acquiescence...

It has come to an end, a curtain finale to what I have held close;

My existence, my thoughts, my friends...the crux of my life,

Moving on, the next step...but I don't want to, don't wish to...

My only fear...losing even your memories - gags and agonies;

Let me retain those, treasure those and grieve for those...

With a free promise given to never wish for anything ever again...