Betrayal

Honesty unvalued,
Dishonesty - a necessity,
Reason to survive, reason to exist...
Underestimated people,
Undervalued sentiments,
Commitments - just a word;
No deliverance, no lingering guilt...
All experience reneging,
All experience emptiness,
Yet all trust over and over again,
Yet all believe in faithfulness...
I did so too, aren't I a human?
I gave chances - second, third and countless...
And they they failed...
Or was the failure mine??
I do not know, I do not comprehend...
All I now know...
Is never to trust, for the hollow promises;
Have left me a leering skeptic of all kinds of premises...